I know

I know. It has been a long time.
There is a lot going on, a lot I need to revisit on this poor neglected space and a lot that needs to be accomplished before that can happen.
On the bright side...after this weekend I will have that time.
But I have a confession.
I am scared.
I am scared that I am closing and will still have to get another job which would totally defeat the purpose of me closing.
I am scared that I will walk out these doors the last time and become incapable of creativity.
I am scared that my house will never get cleaned.
I am scared of what I will do Tuesday next week when I have no where to go, but a ton to do.
So, I am afraid right now.
And I have a ton to do, so off to get to it.
Wish me luck.

I made it through

the week.
Now I need to get this month over.
Wish me luck.