Friday, February 27, 2009

I know

I know. It has been a long time.
There is a lot going on, a lot I need to revisit on this poor neglected space and a lot that needs to be accomplished before that can happen.
On the bright side...after this weekend I will have that time.
But I have a confession.
I am scared.
I am scared that I am closing and will still have to get another job which would totally defeat the purpose of me closing.
I am scared that I will walk out these doors the last time and become incapable of creativity.
I am scared that my house will never get cleaned.
I am scared of what I will do Tuesday next week when I have no where to go, but a ton to do.
So, I am afraid right now.
And I have a ton to do, so off to get to it.
Wish me luck.

9 comments:

Nancy J said...

You will be just fine. No matter what we will always have a list of things to do. You just do what you can and that's it. Change always takes time to adjust to. Good Luck!

Desi said...

I can only imagine how frightening it is going to be to totally change your whole life, but I'm sure it will all work out for the best. You will have more time for your boys and what could be better than that?

Jana said...

Good luck! It will probably be weird at first or maybe scary, but you'll get used to it. Best wishes to this new chapter in your life.

Lori Jolley said...

I understand. Call me. There will always be things that need done. Your house probably won't be clean for more than five minutes and you won't lose your creativity. You might have to hide or stay up all night to find time, but you won't lose it. You'll be okay Tina. You won't regret this.

cjknick said...

Tina, you're closing? I am so sorry to hear that! I wish you well. I know change is hard and the unknown is scary but I also know that you are a strong woman and will make things happen. Be the change you wish to see.

I'll be thinking of you.

Cindy

stoner said...

I am sorry to hear that you are closing...will you still be conducting your business at home? Like before?

Good luck...change is so hard, but it always seems to work out for the best in the long run.....:D

stoner said...

I thought I would start following your blog...since I enjoy your comments on mine!

Mary Jones said...

Tina, You'll be awesome no matter what you do. Besides the creativity is just oozing out of you. What fun idea will you think of next. Some people's brain's are always clicking. You got one of those brains. Forget the house I mean not all together. You do have to live there. It sounds like I missed the clearance sale.

Julie said...

Tina I hope that everything is coming together so far! I bet you are scared, I can totally relate( I am scared too with my coming changes). I am sure that everything will work out great! I don't believe that for a min you will loose the creativity,you are entirely to talented. Hang in there and enjoy your new freedom!!!! Hugs